I know I’ll always have your love, Only you
biela babbo, proud 89er, born in the always and forever tropical sunny land. i basically have one king, one queen and one and only eternal bias, but my heart is big enough for all these wonderful people too. i also have one and only favorite group ever. among the things i love the most, these are probably my favorite, together with cute silly girly dreamy stuff and beautiful flashing lights.
after all, i’m different from when i was in my mid-twenties. i see myself more clearly that before, and i’ve been able to get some idea “how i am now in relation to how i’ll be in the future”. in the end, whatever happens doesn’t come only from my drawer. without experience, none of my own stuff would happen. while looking to the future you have to be proactive. what do i need to do, what is necessary? when i changed to thinking like that i understood “how do i think ahead?”. after that, making decisions became simply ‘yes’ or ‘no’. (…) at work i am “man-like” because i take the leading position, steering towards a vision of what i want to do, what i want to be. at home, i’m not only mother, i also act the role of father. whether it’s praising or getting angry with the child, there is only me. (…) really, i don’t know what life is. my child’s life and my life, i need to make decisions in order for either of them to be better. to do that i have to know more clearly than before “the essential things to look for in my life”. (☆)
