after all, i’m different from when i was in my mid-twenties. i see myself more clearly that before, and i’ve been able to get some idea “how i am now in relation to how i’ll be in the future”. in the end, whatever happens doesn’t come only from my drawer. without experience, none of my own stuff would happen. while looking to the future you have to be proactive. what do i need to do, what is necessary? when i changed to thinking like that i understood “how do i think ahead?”. after that, making decisions became simply ‘yes’ or ‘no’. (…) at work i am “man-like” because i take the leading position, steering towards a vision of what i want to do, what i want to be. at home, i’m not only mother, i also act the role of father. whether it’s praising or getting angry with the child, there is only me. (…) really, i don’t know what life is. my child’s life and my life, i need to make decisions in order for either of them to be better. to do that i have to know more clearly than before “the essential things to look for in my life”. (☆)

biela babbo, proud 89er, born in the always and forever tropical sunny land. i basically have one king, one queen and one and only eternal bias, but my heart is big enough for all these wonderful people too. i also have one and only favorite group ever. among the things i love the most, these are probably my favorite, together with cute silly girly dreamy stuff and beautiful flashing lights.

the government’s newest weapon has been developed over the last 30 years, and now they found the perfect time to unleash it. neverland is a virtual reality world program based on real locations and the real life — nevertheless, all human conditions that restrict our actions are nonexistent there, offering an infinite range of possibilities, putting your mind in absolute control of your destiny. in a era when wars no longer take place on earth, but in our unconscious mind, which would be the determinant factor that would make you the real winner — creating the perfect strategy to defeat your enemies or knowing how to escape your own trap?

the oracle had already revealed a long-forgotten prophecy, ‘mankind shall not fear, for a goddess will be in the midst of you’. the legendary war had settled itself on earth and caused decades of complete destruction, pain and grieve — but hope was found as history researchers brought the prophecy to light. the search for the goddess born human began and was eventually narrowed to only nine women, whose hearts would be tested in order to find the destined one, the one whose hidden powers would reveal themselves through a series of tests; the last one being conquering the devotion of a sacred elite of nine young men whose identities would remain unveiled and only referred as the boys. the true intentions inside the nine chosen ones’ hearts, the real reason for being selected and the final goals in their minds would be determinant factors that would lead humanity’s future forever — either to glory or to chaos.

seoul, 1985. the nation relishes times of development and hopes of a bright future, but unpleasant surprises in the government’s policy awaits at the door — thanks to a crucial change in the country’s allies list that would ultimately lead to the destruction of some of korea’s biggest companies. the association of professional investigation is summoned by a party of seoul’s police in order to eliminate all the ‘rotten seeds’ inside korea’s allies’ government, and for the top secret mission, the nine best women in their crew are selected — believing that they would risk their lives and reputation in a non-official and dangerous task.